Starting with work. I want to keep this job badly.
But it seems like everyone there has it out for me.
Being pushed out of the way face first into the sharp corner of a dish washing machine by your boss. Shit if he doesn't like me why doesn't he just fucking fire me.

On top of all of this shit Department of Children and Families has been called on my family AGAIN.
If i ever find out who keeps calling them EVERY FUCKING 5 MONTHS i'm going to beat the living hell out of them i don't give a shit who they are.
I mean god damn. One thing on top of another. 2 or 3 nights in a row now i've broken down crying at work from the stress.

The self loathing is back.
The pain is back.
I need somebody to cuddle with. Badly.
It's too much on me. i'm just one person.

Now i don't even have time to find a date.
i'm dying inside...
i'm 21 years old.
i'm i'm crying like a 2 year old.
End of journal.

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MY PROJECTS!
My contributions to Mushroom Kingdom Fusion
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Captian Falcon Waluigi-2%

Jistoa- Total 1% Done
-Playable characters-
Zakary- 10% Done
Alex- 10% Done
Jania-10%
Richard- 7%
Cyrus- 0%
-Other-
Coding- 0%
World Map-0%
Vehicle designs-0%
Enemy designs-0%

I implore you, Watch my scraps. Most of my work will go there more often than in my actual gallery.

is my old page. Look in there for my old stuff.