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About Me Member Mad Scientist Calvan Starling20/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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Stress and the truth

Sun Jul 19, 2009, 12:18 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: the fan rattle
  • Reading: This journal to make sure i don't leave any typos.
  • Playing: Pokemon Platinum
  • Eating: "Masochist's special" Hot wings
  • Drinking: Lots of water
Starting with work. I want to keep this job badly.
But it seems like everyone there has it out for me.
Being pushed out of the way face first into the sharp corner of a dish washing machine by your boss. Shit if he doesn't like me why doesn't he just fucking fire me.

On top of all of this shit Department of Children and Families has been called on my family AGAIN.
If i ever find out who keeps calling them EVERY FUCKING 5 MONTHS i'm going to beat the living hell out of them i don't give a shit who they are.
I mean god damn. One thing on top of another. 2 or 3 nights in a row now i've broken down crying at work from the stress.

The self loathing is back.
The pain is back.
I need somebody to cuddle with. Badly.
It's too much on me. i'm just one person.

Now i don't even have time to find a date.
i'm dying inside...
i'm 21 years old.
i'm i'm crying like a 2 year old.
End of journal.

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MY PROJECTS!
My contributions to Mushroom Kingdom Fusion
[link]
Captian Falcon Waluigi-2%

Jistoa- Total 1% Done
-Playable characters-
Zakary- 10% Done
Alex- 10% Done
Jania-10%
Richard- 7%
Cyrus- 0%
-Other-
Coding- 0%
World Map-0%
Vehicle designs-0%
Enemy designs-0%

I implore you, Watch my scraps. Most of my work will go there more often than in my actual gallery.

:iconkasuke-ishatara: is my old page. Look in there for my old stuff.

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Calvan Leroy Starling

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Saint augustine, FL
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Large
  • Interests: Spriting, Gaming
  • Favourite movie: Star Wars
  • Favourite band or musician: Frank Zappa
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock
  • Favourite artist: Akira Toriyama
  • Favourite poet or writer: Jeff Lindsay
  • Favourite style of art: Anime, Traditional Cartooning.
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Shell of choice: Koopa
  • Wallpaper of choice: Paint
  • Skin of choice: Mine
  • Favourite game: Bahamut Lagoon
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC. It has and always will have the most potential.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Cow & Chicken
  • Personal Quote: Fate has a two headed coin. And i called tails in spite of it.
  • Tools of the Trade: MSPaint,Paint.net,The GIMP, Game Maker, RPG makrer 2000
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Comments


thankyou for the watch

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I think my art sucks. and what you think?
ask your honest opinion, without saving any detail.
Thanks for the watch... I guess!

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See my recent halo 3 screenshots! :D [link]
Here are the keepers! [link]
Thanks for the watch.

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Ask me anything and I'll say... What?
Visit my site at http:www.mgcomics.com/AkumaTh
That's illegal. :(

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If you're not a juniorburger, you're not 'ainch'-worthy! Ainch!

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